4th entry:

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3rd entry:

woke up at 12plus. now is 1.02pm. hp tio flood. thanks my fwens for remindin me & stuffs. i compose a poem for sumone outta, entitle "ONLY FOR YOU"

ONLY FOR YOU

2days of memories, 10days of love,

that's for sure it came from you.

live a living with no meanings,

that's for sure it builds up in you.

confused, hopeless, sad & depressed,

that's for sure they were inside you.

crappy, sporty, cute & forgiving,

that's for sure what i see in you.

tis poem is dedicated to de only guy i love,

that's for sure that tis is ONLY FOR YOU!

cool rite? tis poem, i tot in less den 2 mins sia. cus tis is wad i am tinkin, de words from de bottom of my heart. i will WAIT.

2nd entry:

4.44am, juz watchin de match, darn sad. france is out. greece won, goal scored by no9 CHARISTEAS at de 65th minute. wad de heck, spain, germany, england NOW france. wad a euro cup sia. pathetic. msg jianliang gor gor sia. tok 2 my fwen, EDITH b4 i watch de match sayin about steads & stuffs, she told me "the guy mayb sincere is juz tht memories hold him back." she's lik de same boat as me, she went thru de same as me sia. suay.. budden she nw gt a lovin stead liew. congratz her. sian. gor gor slpin.. tok 2 jeremy. lame ard, changin fonts. haha tired le.. goin slp.. kareen nt online. wad liew. bluff me arh! haha. she muz b slpin lik a log now. mdm woo.. U ROCKS & thanks for de advices. haha. *secrets* baby... hush hush.. doh i am still cryin, not bcus of him but FRANCE lost lor. haiz. sad. wad a day. france made some mani attempts sia.. yet none went in, i admit greece de defence darn power. haha bwg. nvm. sunday will b another gd dae.. oh.. today is EUNCIE WONG BIRTHDAY. haben wish her sia.. tired le lahs. go slp..

1st entry:

TODAY IS A SATURDAY. saturday. now is 1.30am in de mornin. 5 mins ago, my prince left me. cryin lik no1 business by myself, fwens not online. no1 to tok to. feels so crazy. HAHAHAHAHA. heart tore. BUDDEN jian liang gor oso tel me not to gif up. so I WUN. JUZ WAIT LOR, until he PREPARED le den tel me lor. tht WHUEVER charbor BETA appreciate cus she dinch noe she's so darn lucky. crying. ooh la la.. yet still luffing lik a nutcase [mayb sihui noe y ba..] cus tht's her motto.. SMILE BCUS IT HAPPENED. to those guys outta, b4 u go for ani gurls.. PLS TINK CLEARLY b4 u tried anithing FUNNY & those gurls.. if there's a guy whu's willin 2 DIE for u, GO FOR IT, tht's de 1 whu truly love u. haha. STILL LUFFING & CRYING. haiz muz b frank to every1 readin my blog.. now actualli i darn sad. DARN SAD. i realli haf no faith in guys. lose all de faith i haf cus i pinned on my hopes on HIM but.. haiz. not realli his fault. is MINE. haha 4ever mine 1 lahs. sian 1/2.. sad.. mid yr le lehs. siao bo? budden muz jian qiang. i WAIT LOR.. wait long long jiu haf si bo? sian 1/2. SAD SAD SAD. CRY CRY CRY. NG HWEETEEN, u r nt gg 2 b a cry baby so jus wiped ur tears away. mai sad lahs. in de world there's so mani guys.. u can man man choose.. BUT.. i realli love him mahs.. bwg liew. juz let me cry.. tears. i juz wan 2 die now. instant moment. instant shot. ani1 can fufil my dreams? hong brk bcus he wants 2 concentrate on studies.. lols. he oso. WHY GUYS LOVE TO STUDY SO MUCH 1? budden de fact is juz an excuse. cus.. HUMAN can plan de rite? dumb dumb. wadever i concentrate oso no use rite? brains nt workin.. haha. sian 1/2.. tears nt dried up.. haha ta ma de. wo qu si le la. KAREEN NI ZAI NA LI. wo yao si le. ni wei she me hai bu online? tml got XI LING MEN de actors & actresses cumin 2 HG MALL, goin 2 see 'em i tink. haha. sian bo? sian. sad bo? SAD. darn sad? song bo? BO .. wad a lame crappin session i haf. shit. CRAPPIN reminds me of SOMEONE. haha. remind jiu remind lor. i scare si bo? lols. sian. mayb i will cry to slp later.

3RD ENTRY:

tis is wad i did 2 my hand. if it's nice, mayb i crave it out. haha. chio rite? it saes "S10wen" haha. lame hor? EURO 2004 siao, it oso stands for another thing, clever ppl can figure it out. sian. in life it's gd 2 make a CLEAR & FIRM stand, therefore u wun suffer tht much. i oreadi made my clear & firm stand le tht is to love someone whom i find it worth loving, what about u ppl outta? sum ppl say i am dumb, so wad? it's not u go steady wif de person i love. is me, ok? aiyah so juz MIND YR OWN BUSINESS outta, dun chuap moi business lahz. not interested in ani guys now except him. so juz fuck off. nid 2 practice for NDP day tht dance. sianz. trainin up to brk dance.. lols. 1st time in de history i show ppl wad i had learnt. historical moment sum more. lols. treasure wad u haf now b4 it's too late. cheers. sian waitin for kareen to get online at 2am plus lidat, now 12:58am oreadi saturday le. sch re-open on mon, sian.

2nnd entry:

went out at 4 plus to study SOCIAL STUDIES & LITERATUE, alone dench went 2 mit krys for dinner at 7. haf a fun time at RVM, watchin ppl get gurls' hp no, tokin darn fuckin loud, & sum ppl smokin lor. sian. UGLY singaporeans who pollute de WORLD BY SMOKING. sad 2 sae, i hate smokers.. hope tht my future husband ain't 1 whu smokes & drinks at de same time & love eating peanuts. tht's wad a potential gangster is like. hahas. lazy bum ar. den went compass pt, haf a FUN time in metro, dressing up *secrets* den go buy tht 3 in 1 tang yuan [krys eat tht..] & sum tutu kuey for my mummy & ah ma @ de pasar malam there. saw SHUZ & LORRAINE. both chiobus.. sad arh. i am nt one. haha. sian 1/2.. 2ml gg out wif kareen. yeah baby! *muacks* to all my fwens. i today darn emotional lor dunno y. seems lik i gt no care & concern at all. all short msgs. wadever it is.. i juz wan -him- 2 b happy. wo xiang tai duo le. things ain't tht bad rite? haha. if i set him free & he'll b happier. i wun mind but.. hais. i rather i am de one whu get hurts. sian.. poor darlin rooney.. injured. haha. owen go baby! 10 10 10.. owen! rooney rooney 9 9 9 !! baby.. beckham.. argh.. 7 7 7. sian. haha i dun fancy beckham but his looks is OK. wadever. sian. miss my prince ALOTZ, love him ALOTZ

1st entry:

woke up at 12 plus, slackenin den thinkin whether wanna go study or wad. sian 1/2. now i wan 2 make sum things clear for sum people. it's for JOEL & NIGEL to b precise. see arh, in a relationship, there r bounds to have probs & it's onli de probs between de guy & de gurl & PLEASE OUTSIDERS SHUD BE OUT FROM THESE PROBS & whu i like is my prob, not YR prob. if u sae -him- is BETA den mr CHRISTOPHER HONG, so? my prob? de person i lik is -him- NOT THT CHRISTOPHER. & joel de care u GAVE me had already created my nitemare, I HAF ENUFF OF MISUNDERSTANDINGS between u & me so juz leave me ALONE & if i gif u ani misleadings DEN I AM SO SORRY but i juz dun wan ppl to see u & me as A PAIR. gonna puke over tht. and to those i love... THANKS for supporting me, stand by me. i realli appreciate tht. thanks. & THOSE WHO I REALLI LOVE. take ur time 2 decide wad u want. haha. i juz wan u 2 b happy tht's it. & THOSE whu BELITTLE ME.. i am nt trtin -him- as a SUB FOR HONG. so juz shuddup! arse. if HONG IS SO GRT he will haf a batch of gurls rite bhind his tracks, so RELAX lahz & dun oways sae gd things about him in front of me, I WUN CHANGE MY DECISION. sian 1/2, 4ever explainin in this kinda matters. wadever it is.. I JUZ HECK.. studyin.. haha. i am those ADAPTABLE person, rmb? wadever it is.. i juz wan 2 isolate myself from every1 now, haf enuff of troubs, misunderstandings, even i am prepared 2 love another being, seems lik it's so.. DIFFICULT. & pls i gt my own BRAINS. i noe how 2 tink k? update later, pissed by no one except myself. cheers & TAKE CARE <-- this is esp BOLD for sum1 de.

2ND ENTRY:

de eye check up was grt. everything went on fine, doc in gd mood. lols. den after tht i parted wif my mum at hg mrt den wait for sihui. we r gg taka to mit jeron, cus i owe them a meal den 2dae my trrt. ate yoshinoya, kfc & de cake stuffs. bought 1 for sum1 to cheer him up. hahaz. den go home slack lor. pissed off by joel sia. i dunno why ppl c me & him as a couple juz wan 2 sae i onli gt another guy in my heart & joel to me, is my broz[mayb nt if he kip pissin me off] or juz fwen lor. i dun wan 2 haf anithin 2 do wif him manz. sucks. ok lahz. at taka, we saw alotz of MEDIACORPS STARS. sihui omoz crashed SHARON AU to death cus in de lift mahs, we r so paiseh sia. lols. den we saw FELICIA chin wif her fwens. she darn tall lor. sharon looks CHIO. lols.. sian 1/2. nice choc mousse. lols, now back 2 miss sum1. slack leiw. 2ml study at de behind RVM there. gt study corner. yeah baby, tml gg 2 study there. haha. MID YR, here i cum. *miss my prince & hope tht he's beta now*

1st entry:

wake up at 10+ am, actualli mitin krys at 7 plus to study budden i overslept. hahas. pathetic rite? hmmm. thinkin of my prince. aiyah i 4ever tink of him de lahs budden de prob is whether he gt tink of me bo? msg him oso no replies, sian. juz wait lor. wait till i die den songbo. haha. fate. a 4 leta word tht is so unpredictable. later gt eye checkup, my doc siao 1 lahs. change time lik changin clothes. oso another unpredictable being. jasper is makin me mad, i told him to go for alice he kip sayin wad wait for me. CAN'Y GUYS UNDERSTAND GURLS & COMPROMISE ABIT? y muz all guys b so DA NAN REN? juz pissed off by him. alice likes him so much, no pt haggin on to sumone whu dun love him. ok, love is indeed a complicated stuffs. darn complicated. & de amusin thing about tis is.. i am in love sia. "where's de love.." haha. IN ME IN ME, "where's de guy..." IN ME IN ME. i am crazy for someone. haha. sian. where's my prince. dunno. wad he's doin now.. dunno. do i love him.. YES YES YES. mayb onli he gt de ans in himself. so let it be. later gg out wif kareen they all oso.

2ND ENTRY:

haha. now 8.26pm. nice time. grt time 2 slp. missin sum1. dunn0 wad 2 do. depressed. fcuk up, yet tears kept rollin down my cheeks. wadeva it is i muz b jian qiang. finally i finish my studies. my revision. gosh baby, tel me wad 2 do. lols. wadever it is, i will support u except dyin lahs. juz now went compass pt, saw marcus & calvin. den wait for bus tht time, i saw larissa they all. larrisa no voice & juz fall out from LTC. lols. song lor, gt camp. haha, saw mrs chin sia. l0ls. her sons darn adorable. sian. sad. miss my prince

1ST ENTRY:

ystd online at 8plus lidat den fell aslp until today 10plus wake up. sian. nth 2 do, nv go remedial 2dae cus overslept. den wake up watch tv, TODAY is such a nice dae. lols. finally... finally... i waited till today sia. wake tv den my broz's fwens cum to my hse. lols. all of 'em dressed up lik attendin dinner sia. lols. darn cool, ravishing, charming.. lols. ok lahz. my broz, i admit he yandao lor. haha although his character lik kanasai lidat budden overall den gd lor, our relationship had b'cum beta den laz time. no age gap. same thinking, he noes my secrets & i noe his. haha. mayb i shud get him a shoe sia. wadever lahs.. mayb as a birthday present? OCTOBER DE 10.. peeps outta, rmb k? haha. nth 2 do, haben study. mid yr cumin. SIAN.